Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 3:57 PM
Can u please tell me what did i did wrong? Okay today everything is all my fault cant u see i very oek cek le when talking to them. they always say i stupid buy a com for me is jus to play com and not for other usage like checking things. I know how to do all that thing but i dun feel like doing it coz i very tired jus wanted to company u my baby only. they kept on saying me leh i cant take it u nv see i dun wan to talk to them liao meh. This is wat i always do to bi mian quarrel with them. haiz jus wan to play with u by kicking de ball nia den u dun nid to shout de ma. coz my father hate ppl to KPKB at home, this kind of thing i told u be4 le right so jus now i'm not scolding u i jus ask u dun do that only. Always i bring friends come to my house i really scare they KPKB coz in the end they go de scolding for me has come. He always scold le den stop later tmr will say again den next week will say again de. Baby pls ans my qns, do i ever scold u be4? Can u say i always nv let u? for me jus now is not counted as quarrel. coz i use a very gentle voice to tell u not to KPKB and u think that quarrel? WTH wat am i suppose to do can u tell me plsssssss. really plssssss i beg u.

Friday, October 16, 2009, 5:03 PM
What i nid to do to make u satisfied. Is not i'm petty, Sometimes i feel that i dun have something, i cant ur explain it here but i think we nid time we nid to sit down and talk. I hate the feeling now my heart is very pain now. I feel like cutting myself but i did not coz i dun wan u to be pain. I dun wan let u cut urself too that will make my heart more pain so i did not i cut myself. but how am i going to stop the pain of my heart? Zhen de shi yue ai yue nan guo arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! My tears was now like a rushing water, rushing to come out now, i really cant stop it and let it out a few drops. Is really ps to post at blog la but i dun care this show that i really LOVE Ualot. Once a guy cry for a gal that mean he love u alot and cant live without u. yea is truth do u believe?? I know u aren't in a good mood i understand it so i am not so angry now butttttttt................................................................................................................................ dun feel like writing liao bye